Sunday, June 28, 2009

Wedding dinner...

Today is my Uncle's son Wedding day..
Well i did know Which of my uncle is but is quite hard to pronounce at English..
haha...
Have a bit rush in time , but V still manage to make it...
i break my record today...
i drink wine that only contains 12.5% of alcohol d a very small amount of brandy...
But i not a drunker as u can see..
Because i still can typing words after come back from dinner...
I guess the only fun is taking pic with my family....

Me and my big bro...
take 3 times photo finally have some pic is great..

Me and second bro...
He said his face looks like rich young man..XD
Because his fat of his face...

Phew..me and my lovely mum...
My bro said she dress like a datin..LOL
From home to here v call her as "DATIN!!"

This is the 1st picture that v take together...
My Big Bro cool face~~

THE End~~
This pic taken after dinner~~
do i hav any red face???
Most of the pic that i taken is after drink alcohol drinks..

Avoid....

Warning!!
Doctor wants me avoid those things...


-NO sunlight~my brother wants me dress like a Vampire go out
-NO Seafood~ermm...fish i still can eat it..
-NO Milo~i usually mix with protein drink it..maybe I should change with milk powder...
-NO bath with cold water~but i still can bath with warm water..
-NO Egg~this such thing killing me..i almost everyday eat it..

O,M,G..those thing i cant avoid it much..
especially sunlight, Milo,and Egg...
Can I avoid them until all my allergy is gone??

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Birthday girl~~XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~!!!
Well today is not ur real birthday anyway..
i know ur birthday at third julai~~
but i would likes to wish u on today!!
My best cousin sister...
Mei Yan!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY of your 21st !!
Muackssss....


Well sorry about late for today...
come at 8++..
Because got another dinner at USJ 9 ..
v r the 1st people attend the dinner...
and give some faces to the host and eat something..
then v leave very very early..
although no one is coming before v leave..haha..

then v go back again and take some plastic chair bcoz my aunty house does not that enough chair for all the visitors...
but many people that v not know much so me and cousin stay inside my aunt room..
PHEW...the air-con is so nice..
okay..lets start our taking pic time...
Oh yeah~~


wei, tseng & me

double ugly face..tseng...

wei, luck, & me

hot sexy birthday girl and me

but still hav one thing is no good enough for me...
because i still have allergy so i could not eat much food....>.<''''

OMG!! i m in some kind of allergy !!

Er...
My skin is still itches and makes me scratch it ..
oh god!!!
it started last two days ago..
today is the third day of my allergy problems...
please do not ask me why could this happen to me..
cause i also do not know what is the reason makes me like that...
first day night i could not sleep well..
although the next day my class at started at 8 in the morning...
because my whole body is under control of itches, makes me wanna to scratch it..
i sleep at 11,but i wake up at 1 cause of my itches...
damn beh tahan...
yesterday night i went to klinik near by my house there..
that doctor give me an injection for anti itches and give me some pills ask me to eat it...
Ah~~~~
i hate injection...really hate it hate it...
it is pain !!!but not really pain of course...
the true is...
the itches and the rashes gone very well...
but come back on today because i still not yet eat the pills that doctor gave me...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

a blur blur day..=.=

I was taking test on today and yesterday...
makes everyone no mood because of the exam...
yesterday test i did bad or sumthing...
coz i really din study last night..
it was tooo boring when i reading the book and then..
I fall asleep on my bed...
do not know why these days i feel tired...
maybe i always sleep at 11,12 those days??
haiz...i dun know...
Today English test..
i guess i did well on this time..
last time i am weak maybe this time i can score higher than that??
yeah..hope so..

actually i did not say one thing to my friends today...
i almost get accident on this morning when i on the way going to school..
my mum scared until scream..
maybe i was on the way dreaming..>v<
okay..
better dun do it anymore...
my heart is pumping too fast at that time...
lucky at this time but no every times is lucky..
i shall remember that...
oh...Maybe...
I should not driving when i am tired...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sleepy*ing

Yeah..i am sleepy...
But..
why am i here ??
Of course..for blog mah...lol...
突然想起我太久没用到华语来写了,
那好吧,今天就破了它。

其实,今天的我实在是很累。
昨天和朋友到pyramid逛了一整天,几乎到十二点或是一点才睡。
起初我还蛮担心我会不会在电影院内睡着,结果是因为那部戏很好看也没让我睡得着。
想到我以前第一次看电影的时候,应该是看泰山(the Tarzan)..
是不是spell 错了?算,不管他...
那时好像是在我十多岁的时候吧,第一次进场的时候,还蛮兴奋的,之后....
就连我自己本身也忘记了,之后发生了什么事....
我猜我当时应该是睡着了。

小时候的我实在是很爱睡觉的。
读幼稚园的时候,放学回到来,吃了...Er....
应该是喝比较恰当,毕竟当时我还没完全戒掉牛奶...
然后就会睡觉了。
当时怎样都好什么东西也没有,只有电视机tv1,tv2, tv3,的,也没有astro。
电脑我也不会用,更何况我家也没有这个东西。
只有一个东西可以做的,
就是睡觉。
如果以现在来说的话,
你们可以说我是个很爱睡觉的人,也可以说我不是很爱睡觉的人。
妈妈每次都说我并不是爱睡觉的人。
但我每次都认为我是很爱睡觉的人。
就以上述要点为结论吧。
如果我有事做的时候就像现在一样,写着blog或看电视,上网,我就不会睡觉,
甚至到三更半夜我才会去睡,
更厉害的是,我妈还会睡觉睡到一半跑出来问我要不要睡觉。
好,我是乖小孩。
我会准时睡觉的。

今天K Club在学校里做了event给孤儿院的pimary and secondary school kids...
我和凯文今天去帮忙...照顾小孩??
哈,不是啦...反正有东西要忙就是了。
今天7.30就要到学校了。
不过我还是慢了整十分钟才来到,而且我还是开着我妈的车飞车赶来....不是飞啦,只是开得蛮快一下。
哈,我差点起不来,太早了。

然后回来的时候,就真的很累,
洗完澡,然后跳上我家的床睡觉。
睡到6点多,哥哥就以非常夸张的方式把我给叫醒,当我醒来的时候我的头还很痛。
哥,我就是知道你不会看我的blog。。
下次不要喊得这么大声,我会吓死的。
因为我们晚上的时候去参加dinner。。
我舅公生日派对。

吃到很撑,足以让我站整整一个小时,让食物消化。
在那里还搞错了人。
当我的表姐和表弟进来时,我一时错觉那个男的是我表姐的男朋友,
怎知,到最后的时候才知道他是我的表弟。
啊,完全认不到!!他变得好高!!

然后回来后的我,就在床上躺了几分钟才让自己去洗脸睡觉。
但我为何还在这里对着的电脑?
好啦,我要睡了。

Blog for yesterday --->>FRIDAY

Whoa...
What i do on friday huh?
oh yea...

Today whole class is tension on English..
Because of the quiz for next thrusday..
OMG!!
is tough for that..
how can i spend the transaction and essay on 1 hour??
GOD save me...

at malaysian class...
ermm
a hot hot day in the lecturer hall..
when we went inside air con just open
oh my my...

after that i got a date with my friend again..
walao...
i went back home is just on time at 12.30..
when i call her..
she say she will at my house after 15 minutes..
waiting...
waiting...
waiting...i miss call her after half and hour...at 2 o'clock
waiting...
waiting..
Finally she is arrived but is already one hour i waiting for her...

oh..nvm.. we just get continue our journey...
after "she"..not me..shopping whole around pyramid...
i am the one who take her to shopping..
bcoz she does not even remember the shops in pyramid..
very funny she say one thing to me...
"i like go out with u coz u r the one who know the way to walk..so i no need to recognize..u take me to there then can.."
oh my..i gonna get kill by her words..
At today v gonna watch 2 movies..
geng leh..1st time i went to do it..
at 7pm..
v went inside the cinema to watch..
"Blood-the last vampire"
whoa..i really interested on it..
is only 1 and 45 minutes for the movie..
We go to Sushi king for our dinner..
ermmm.. not bad for the sushi and the don..
RM40++ for us...
when we eat is not much sushi at all..haiz...
the movie is started by 9.40..
i made a mistake..
i tot is on 9.45...
so when v reach there..
the movie is started..
oh yea..that movie is...
"17 again.."
quite funny the movie haha...
Finally the movie end at 11.20++..
oh my my...
i m so tired...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wat a weird day

HI all..
is me again...
today i was alone at home...
my parents and my bro went out for sifu's birthday..
by the way my first brother is work at Johor maybe he is now on the way back home..

Why i say today is weird?
haha..sure many things happen..

OMG..
today our lovely miss Ajuntha give us tough hw..
is that sure i can handle alone??
nope..
i honestly say..
but..tomorrow v will discuss that hw..
Oh god..pls give me some link..

lat ta li lat da lit da boom~~
Four of kiddo in class play this game to find out who is the one writing it..
today micro economics is me again write the answer at the board..
Damn it ...
hey..not fair...
no la..u r the one write on it..
oi...play three times!!
ok ok la..u wish to..
lat la li lat da lit da boom....
.......
okay..me again...
fine...

today i almost one person eat lunch...
coz our class end at 10.45++
all the girls in class went out find friends
Xuan find her Bf..
Janice find her friends..
四千金went out to toilet but take a long time..
leave me alone at class with some other boys..
Ken Kevin John Jack Raymond Louise
me Ken and Louise discuss something for the project of Malaysian History..
Kevin and john having fun at there...
Raymond and Jack is talking something else..
but..
something happens......
anyone who is not at that situation please folo!!
someone is gay in our coll!!
Kevin X Louise!!!
they kiss each other!!
haha!!!
(i m sorry that i dun hav any photo to show the proof..)
where are me?
>>> i was damn laugh at that moment...
that situation to shock for my heart...

then i wait for the AL 5 ppl went off..
but they said dun hav join me i for lunch..
T.T sad...
so i go out find
四千金..but oni 3 ppl lar..
got 1 person dun hav here..
at subway...
having lunch with them..^^
quite fun~~
talking each other things and talk about self..
after that Khai Khai went to us for waiting her friend..
keep continue talking
...
she went off..
no longer time Yun Pyng find us after having lunch with jason they all..
V share about 不能说的秘密...
haha!! i cant say anything!!
dun blame me!!
they will kill me!!

after malaysian history, Jack and some others guy play basketball..
me raymond Janice waiting for someone fetching..
before that Nami was also playing basketball but his mum cum to getch him back
at that moment my friend from inti come here waiting her sis fetch her..
haha..really miss her a lot...
but i wonder she hav received sms from my another friends for a trip??
i try to test her..
the end..
she dun hav get it!! ..lucky she din ask me anything about...
phew...

is that quite many things happen today??
yea..i think so...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

A days begins...

Yup..
I finally starting my driving now...car is auto de..^^
Those days i trying to drive my mum's car to school as fetching myself..haha
when i reach school den i change back with my mum again...
coz my mum needs to goes work...
oh well..
is quite funny when i was driving...
is not fun on driving..is becoz by my lovely lovely family members...
Mum, DAD,and 2nd brother..
my 1st bro haven try my driving yet..
very gan jeong ar...they all..
i feel very sweat..

today i have test of account...
quite tough of the paper but i still can handle it..
although is not enough time for me to doing it but i still manage to finish...
haha...
But c my friend face..
i guess they are doing quite bad on their test..
maybe something missing or not yet finish it well..
but most importantly...
i was wonder our lecturer can see clearly in our test paper??
curious*ing..

Just now at 9 went out with mum..
i was the person who are driving..
to pasar malam...
nearby subang area there...
whoa..
at 10 almost all the stalls are closing...
is that too early?
omg..

oh damn...
i wanna to show a pic that a moth lay at my leg..
bad phone and cable...

those day i feel that my bad mood is gone very well..
no more negative thinking..
many talks with some of the friends..
whoa..
i feel great!!
or maybe is my pressure is gone??
thanks for the miss period..
oh my..
is already 12 midnight..
I shall leave this things to another day continue writing...
bye~~

Monday, June 15, 2009

十二星座與眾不同的體貼情人妙招

﹡牡羊座﹡
  牡羊座的男人雖然有很重的事業心,外表很有男子漢氣概,其實牡羊男很溫柔,是塊照顧別人的好料,不但會賺錢,還會給情人煮飯、煲湯、做家務,非常顧家,脾氣也很好,堪稱“男兒典範”。
  牡羊座的女人也很細心體貼,對情人的體貼無微不至,體貼情人就像體貼自己的老媽一樣,算得上是情人的“貼心小馬夾”。




﹡金牛座﹡
  金牛座的男人屬於那種很會掙錢、也很會花錢的類型,生活里有了金牛男的陪伴,會讓情人感覺很踏實,猶如上街帶了身份證一樣,底氣十足的到處逛游。
  金牛座的女人對待情人的感情,是柏拉圖式的,一旦認定的感情就不會不易變心,懂得照顧情人,讓情人心里頭感覺暖暖的。




﹡雙子座﹡
  雙子座的男人年輕的時候可能是個風流倜儻的種子,但是只要認真愛下去了,他總會給情人帶來很多樂趣,幽默滑稽的無厘頭形象,總能逗得情人很歡心,偶爾還擅長制造些浪漫迪克的故事。
  雙子座的女人也是個聰明的主,總會想出一些歪點子戲弄情人,常讓情人又氣又愛,但是愛是氣的N倍(N→+∞)!




﹡巨蟹座﹡
  巨蟹座的男人很有點“大男子的主義”,他會終其一生為情人買落地窗戶的大房子,只要他有那個經濟承受的能力,會讓情人亂花錢,情人購物購的歡心,巨蟹座男也尾隨著開心。
  巨蟹座的女人雖然單身的時候會有些恨嫁,但是有了情人后也會乖順一些,不會整天找情人要女權,反過來還會維護情人的“拐子”形象!




﹡獅子座﹡
  獅子座的男人其實有些傻乎乎,外面有不開心的事情,他從不會在情人面前表露出來,他還會努力創造豐厚的物質,讓情人享受,精心的呵護情人,不會讓情人替未來憂柴憂米。
  獅子座的女人雖然平常有點霸道,為情人的一切都安排、設定好,但是這並不是不給情人留自由空間,因為情人也覺得獅子女是最體貼的。




﹡處女座﹡
  處女座的男人做事很有計劃性,他會拼命工作賺錢,雖然有時顯得很不顧家,但那都是為了將來的生活有保障,目光很長遠的處女座男,很奉承“男主外,女主內!”的宗旨。
  處女座的女人雖然常常會潔癖到有些神經質,但是乾凈才是健康的保障,加之她的心思很縝密,很懂情人的心意,一生有處女座情人相伴,值!





﹡天秤座﹡
  天秤座的男人虽然很会做形象,但是没有较好的内在条件是包装不出来的,他对待情人会百依百顺,接受情人任何要求,只要他能办到,有服务情人的心态,所以不會覺得是被情人利用而不甘心。
  天秤座的女人和情人相处的模式是很讲究情调的,温柔浪漫那是必然的,最主要的是她的话让情人听了觉得打心底的甜。




﹡天蝎座﹡
  天蝎座的男人是那種將感情經營得始終如一的好男人,婚前婚后他愛情人都是轟轟烈烈的,從來不會吝嗇的向情人表達自己的愛意,他覺得愛就是需要大聲的講出來,天蝎座大聲說出的愛也並不是空話,他會盡一切力量不讓情人受傷害。
  天蝎座的女人愛起來完全很“忘我”,為情人做出什麼犧牲都願意。




﹡射手座﹡
  射手座的男人很體貼情人,但是又有點像是愛說教的老師,情人要出門前,總要叮嚀很多諸如:天氣不好,衣服穿暖和些等,而且射手男還是Mr.knowall,學識淵博萬事通,情人問什麼都能回答出來。
  射手座的女人粗心卻不大意,外表亮麗卻思想傳統,對情人感情矢志不渝,無論富裕、疾苦都相伴,讓情人很放心。




﹡魔羯座﹡
  魔羯座的男人外表看起來好像有些刻板,或者說很酷,其實他內心也是蠻溫和的,情人張牙舞爪亂撒嬌時,魔羯座男也不會亂發脾氣或者不理睬,而是在那里看起來很有智慧的按兵不動。
  魔羯座的女人雖然不會和情人甜言蜜語、天天給情人喝蜜餞湯,但任何漂亮的話都不如魔羯女對情人務實的打點,生活安排妥當!




﹡水瓶座﹡
  水瓶座的男人算得上是一個非常忠實的好情人,他對體貼情人方面很有一套自己的方法,他懂得憐香惜玉般地疼愛情人,有時甚至會像哈巴狗一樣討好情人,體貼得讓情人想流淚。
  水瓶座的女人天生是個撒嬌專家,能讓情人又憐又愛的,很會在情人耳里塞悄悄話的她們,幾句溫柔話的體貼就能讓情人幸福得不得了。




﹡雙魚座﹡
  雙魚座的男人深諳夸贊情人的哲學,從來都是用夸贊的語氣代替命令的口吻讓情人就範,讓情人心甘情願順從,其實多數時候雙魚座男還是將情人放首位,事事遷就,令情人得到公主般的待遇。
  雙魚座的女人體貼情人的表現就是:無條件的付出,千依百順,充分滿足情人大男人的心態。

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The busy days

Those days dun know why is so busy..
busy for exams, presentation, and many many more things..
Oh God..
its sure is a very tough days..
i thought in college should be relax izzit?
but when started in the 7th week..
all things is become difficult and..
looks like the time is not enough for me..
y leh?
Maybe the final exam is near?
all the lecturer is become more fast teaching and..
even no time break for us too..
except Maths..
Now days i trying to keep adding new things inside my brain.
hope can really memories all the things that lecturer gives..
dun come on left ear and leave from right ear..
if not i really will dead on final..
haha!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Good news middle news bad News

Good News.. :
Driving Test
Yea...I finally pass my car driving test..
Although i m not so happy and surprising when i was pass my test..
What happen?
zzz...Nah..
Dun know..Maybe something wrong on me..
But i feel some nervous before i started..
Cause i see many of them(the Newbie) was fail at the slope..
So when is my turn..
i sitting inside the car step the crush and moving the gear..
I was wonder what am i thinking in the situation like this?
Slope,Parking,Three point turn..
I pass all this stuff...
It looks like a dream...
and..
the person who is taking the test is not me..
i feel that become another person..
hah..maybe i was too nervous..
Actually..
I was wrench my left arm when i taking my test at slope..
Ouch! It was very painful!
but i still taking my painful left arm until the end of my test..
Maybe my arm problem make me no feel good at the moment..

Bad news..:
Oh God..
Yesterday night i was on the bad mood coz some ppl that is very boring joking around with me..
Oh well..
is OK..
Maybe that was too pressure for account tomorrow...
But..
i din read much..
Maybe i was a pro..
Today is a small test for account..
is not enough time for me..
Very lucky can request Mr. Victor to add time for us..
And he doesn't mind to adding time for us..
haha..
Before that,When he wanna to keep the paper..
i just only done the trial balance,i not yet finish well..
then he ask us want to adding time..
of course.
"YES!!!"
Well..
Finally i can finish it off..
but i was not much time to check my accounts
and the balance is quite too much differences..
haha..
but never mind..
the Balance is not so important too..

Middle News... :
I know my marks for my business maths on today..
67%
Over the passing marks..
but many careless mistake on my paper..
Oh gosh..
Some question that i not much confident is correct..
WOAH..
i not quite aspect that..
My classmate have many of them score higher marks..
like 91,87,82++ something de..
they are so smart right?
I just only a noob from them..
haha..
One of my classmate do not feel that his marks are great enough..
His marks are higher than me...
well..
I not so care about that marks anyway..
做好自己就好,doing myself is right
that is my 座右铭words。
Hoping next time,
He/She/whatever who are,including me..
will have a increasing results for maths..

Sunday, June 7, 2009

yesterday's Photo


i am standing at the sand of Kuantan

Woah~~~
Blue sea!!
Beach~~~!!!!

The scene from my left hand side..

MY Roxy slippers and my leg..

a weird red colour things from my right...
I wonder wats the promotion?

Kids that playing around at seaside..i think my little brother cousin inside there..

My leg..and my uncle and cousin little brother..
and the main character..sea..

Place caution..Have many Rocks..
but still hav some people keep going..

OLDER'S PHOTOS...

It looks like i dint put any photos a long time ago..
although i taking so many pictures..kaka

First, My aunty's dog,Mini..
But it size is not mini at all...
It taken by me when Dumpling festival(端午节),
she is looks like a body guard, watching the dumpling..
whenever ppl is nearby or pass by,she will show her teeth to them..
including her owner..

there is another dog,Luck..
biting his own bone..


My cousin sister...
very likes to takes Luck photo

New steamboat restaurant opened at downstairs of my aunty's house..
ham, scaplot, oyster..many many more!!



Eating dinner at "The Street Cafe"--korean food..
Very 后悔eating the pot wan..
is very spicy for me..
at the end let my brother finish it..T.T

Y so serious??
Yup,i am fighting with my accounts..^^

serious mood..
coz tomorrow is maths quiz..
John,Cammi,Kelvin..

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I LOVE Beach

This weekend i went back my hometown again...
for my uncle's baby daughter full moon birthday...
OH~~~
Finally i can reach Kuantan beach...
i really miss it a lot..
but..
year by year..
it have a lot of people who playing,champing,swimming at there..
yer...
i hate it..
really really hate the people..
makes traffic jams, blocking the road, no parking...
Oh damn it..
they also makes me cannot go beach at night...
is fun at night, if is last time..
no much people..
no noisy things..
no rubbish...at all..
NOW??
oh god..
Many ugly things appear to here..
at night will be noisy, many many people..
i prefer stay quietly and alone...
So now at night..
I more more prefer staying at my uncle house, watching TV shows/drama, talking with them,online chating and more more..
I not like to staying inside the traffic jams and waiting for parking for half or one hour..
Please give me a break...
I have more stress on KL, i do not want to add another more pressure on it..

Well, I sure is enjoy on this afternoon when i sitting at the sand...
We reach kuantan and having out lunch is already 3pm..
after that,my uncle call us to come the beach and chat..
but i think he wanna us to take care of his hyper-active son bah...
Before went through the beach..
traffic jams like hell..OMG!!!
My mum and dad order drinks but me and my brother refuse to it..
i was very full after having my lunch..
woah~~~
I really likes beach, sand, wind, sea...is blue!!!, sea wave..
the wind is blowing so strong and got some people is playing kite..
I sitting besides my uncle,
while he is keep an eye watching his son playing..sea water..
is quite fun..i think..
but just only a while,
they leave because my uncle wants to buy shirts to his son..
coz they dint bring any shirts to wear...
then i continue my sitting...
...
...
...
...
...
although is only for few minutes,my mum is already call me two times,want me to leave..
i really cant alone huh??
curious*ing...
i like sitting at there, watching the people playing water and what they are doing..
and..
my mind is also gone...
Maybe i should change time to early morning to come at the beach??
Okay..Maybe i should try it on next time when i drive car alone at early morning at 7 o' clock..
Yeah...i like it much..
Then ar..
next time I will or maybe organized a trip to here..
because at here have many food can eat and nice...
after i pass my driving lesson or everyone have their own car ??
yeah..i quite hoping it...

while seeing children playing water..
they are so innocent and looks like everything for them is nothing..
so good huh...
i asking ...
why i must keep adding something to let my mind so pressure?
i should more look like children..
innocent, charming...
keep laughing whatever happens on me..
izzit?
keep changing..
i wanna change something inside me...
i wanna..

i will have -ve thinking coz i still aware of my primary school time..
y leh??
maybe u will know but some of u dun know whats happen on me at that time..
but..
i wont show it at here..haha..
maybe i will told some of us..
but actually got someone know liao..
my most closet friend..

Friday, June 5, 2009

我要通过测验... I WAN PASS DRIVING TEST

应该还没在这里写过吧,我考车“肥老”的事件。
说起来,我fail的事情还真的是很让人难以置信的,
我竟然fail 在3 point turn里。
很多人(包括我家人)都说,这个是在所有的test 里面最容易的一项。
而我,偏偏就失败在这一项里。
啊~下个礼拜的测验,我不PASS不行啦!!
如果上次我PASS的话,说不定我明天回Kuantan的时候我就可以驾车了。
做么我回去?
我舅舅的女儿满月了嘛~
虽然是养女,但还是可以庆祝的嘛....
期待期待!!
我很期待她会是长成什么样子的。
也期待我会拍什么照片吧~~

哈哈,想起爸爸对我讲的话...
我盛半碗饭吃饭时,爸爸说
你减肥啊,吃甘少饭...
之后我并没回复他说的话,
因为我真的是在减肥嘛~~
要是我真的说出来,就会惹出泼冷水的场面,
我实在是不想遇到这样的事情出来。
特别是在我的情绪如此低潮的时候。
尤其是我哥,他们超会泼冷水的...
所以他们到现在连一个女朋友都没有吧...
或许有,只是他们并没有带回家吧。
我不知道哦~

每次我想起我的朋友的哥哥/姐姐都在20多岁结婚时,
我其实都还蛮羡慕的,但我也不想这么快发生。
我怕我的心脏会承受不了那种刺激...虽然我并没有心脏病之类的毛病。
然后还要考虑以后与大嫂们的相处会如何,想到家里会多一个人出来,还真满怪的。
不过,我想....
肥皂剧内的大嫂应该是不会那么容易就会出现的,
我太多心了,哈哈。

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Boring...

Today the first class is English,
and also the beginning for our English test...
Oh Gosh!! Yesterday night I did not study much...
So..open the question paper and.........
okie, the question is quite easy in front, but the end....
the editing i cannot easily do well, I guess...
prefect wrong....i just only can said that...
today Malaysian Studies..
most of them is ponteng liao...
when we are break that time, they suddenly appear and make the time for attendance..
Oh my..cheating teacher like this also can...

又是我想太多了吗?

最近在这个星期中,我发现到我与其他人的话题好像变少了。
是很少很少那种。
到底是怎么了?
是证明了我和其他人相处的关系不好吗?
是真的不好吗?
明明都是在同一个班认识、了解的,
怎么我总觉得我好像被他们隔离了很远很远,是我无法踏进去的空间吗?
看着他们在咬耳朵开始,我就觉得,我好像已经回去到以前中学的时候了。
以前中学的时候,朋友们就像他们那样,悄悄地说着我不能听的话,
就算离他们很近也会这样。
为什么有些秘密我不能听呢?
我也想和他们一样,聊着不能说的秘密,八卦一下别人的东西。
虽然我尝试着不要去理会他们,但。。。。
处女座的好奇心果然是很强的。。。。
不过,最厉害的就是。。。
我以前的朋友,会在我的面前讲我的事。
虽然他们用完了所有的代号来说,但我还是明白了他们说的“人”是谁,而且我还是从头听到尾,甚至给了他们机会来用眼神指向我。
我很笨吧?
但也不能揭发他们啊,大家都会尴尬的吧?
幸好,知道这个blog的人并没有包括我的以前同学。
还是我的样子看起来是。。。
一旦讲了我就会把所有的秘密都说出来了?
可是我很无辜的耶。。。
我并不是那种人。
可是我这样说大概也不会有人相信吧?
因为这句话至少有两个意思...
我并不是那种人=我就是这种人
是吧?
呵呵,我真希望自己不要想太多...

在我想太多的时候,负面的情绪就会出现了。
就会开始自闭,不太想找人说话,说的东西好像会作弄人的样子,
说的话也会让人很烦,
甚至就连我是不是在笑我也开始搞不清楚了...
我到底是怎么了?
(停顿了5秒)
唔...
我需要好好的想着这个问题,我看着这个问题的时候,
我竟然在发呆,还用了一点时间...
我不知道我在怎么了...
很烦很烦很烦很烦很烦很烦很烦很烦.............
我会觉得自己可能比凯文还要的emo...
凯文会表现出来,但我........
我就连表现出来的意思也没有...
是最近我小考的关系,让我增加了压力?
所以我最近才会这样?
对什么事情都会敏感起来了?
糟了...我又emo了。。。。
很难改的负面习惯,非常难,超级难。
上次和镇南一起坐的时候,我在他旁边说:
红色的是我讲的,蓝色是他的)
我的数学这次会考到很差

不会的啦
不会吗?我的数学很差的
只要你学会了那些公式,你就会做的啦
我倒觉得我自己会拿5分
你不要想太多,自己做好就好
镇南,你真的好好人。
每次我在他旁边讲出这些话的时候,他都说出这种话来安慰我。
如果把他常挑出我的语病来欺负我的事排除,我还是喜欢他来安慰我的时候。
(请不要误会我说的“喜欢”。我对他是没有任何感觉的)
只要是他们男生以不搞笑的态度和我说话,我其实都还蛮喜欢的。
就像Kevin,Gen, Ken, John, Sin,等等的...
Jack 和 Jason很抱歉没写到你们,因为我和你们坐在一起的机会很少。
呵呵。。算了,反正他们也不会去看我写的东西啦。

在这么忙的日子,我突然发现我很久没碰BL了耶。
现在我写这个blog的时候我也是在看着BL文。
啊。还蛮怀念我以前看的时候。
以前看了不知道有整百多本的BL小说、漫画什么之类的。
几乎每天都在看,除了大考即将要来临的时候不能碰电脑。
BL,请不要问我是什么东西,也许你们知道了,会对这件事反感。
不管你们的感觉啦,我自己看我高兴就好了。
不写了,我明天还要早起。

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

woah!! i miss my marks..damn...

Today is really bad luck..i think...
hav many test will be held on this week..oh gosh!!
i still haven study yet!!
well... can be sure is....
Today is Business Mathematic TEST!!!!!!
OMG!!!
most likely i m quite good at maths..but..
Dun know WHY..
i am now weak at college between me and my classmates...
maybe i should take more exercises and listen more when lectures is teaching?
YEAH...MAYBE
HaHa... should i take a break for my next presentation or test?

SHIT......
i m wasted all my brain CELLS when i am doing Business maths just now...
got some questions i could not understand and read as well....
THE BYTES...
when the test is finish,i felt like very tired...
looks like at this morning i could not get up as well...
haha..i am tired...

Today waiting for my mum fetching me back..
all my friends is on the back home or already reach home..
woah..whole college only got me and another girl who is eating McD..
and also the staff....
but, i wont be boring coz my accounts homework is be with me..XD..
keep waiting and waiting...

Oh yea...
Today is my mum birthday...
52th of her brithday...
Lets say to her..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MUM!"
when we are singing song to her,my brother sounds like kid..
My Brother is still like a kiddo... but he is 26 liao..

Before i open my desktop to write this blog...
i m fighting against with my accounting homework..
i am no bluff..is true...
well my brain cell is dead so many times in a day...
can i live without brain cells?
of course cant la...
i still wanna to survive~~^^..
but i wanna to do is...
go to bed and sleep....
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ........

Monday, June 1, 2009

我被TAGGED了。。。Tagged by sou wei

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題,並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後,自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人,可以點被點過的人,被你點到的人你要去跟他說,我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔,不然幸福就會跑掉喔~
1. 我的大名 : Lam Sou May
2. 我的生日 : 4 September
3. 誰傳給你的 :Lam Sou Wei
4. 說出五個好朋友 : 不写,不想要偏心
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 不用,有蛋糕就好。
6. 近期開心的是 : 认识很多很好的朋友
7. 近期壓力大的是 : 即将来临的test
8. 未來想做什麼啊 : Accountant,不然呢?
9. 有沒有喜歡的人 : 现在应该是没有的
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 不要
11. 跟誰出去最幸福 : 家人
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 等他们冷静下来
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪 :哪里都可以,不要太贵就行。
14. 聖誕節要做啥 : 和一大班朋友一起庆祝
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 没有朋友就家人
16. 有沒有起床气 : 没有,就有血压低
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 两个
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Sakura Rock-Cheery Blossom
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 爱不疚--林峰
20. 喜歡什麼顏色 : 还蛮多的,就......灰
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水 : 通常都不会,在家还会有鬼吗?
22. 愛不愛我 : 爱--朋友之间的爱
23. 喜歡男生還是女生 : 喜欢男生也喜欢女生,是朋友之间的喜欢嘛~
24. 最想大聲說什麼 : 不好玩的游戏!!
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : 以前会怕,现在就不会。有时会自己吓自己。
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 废话
27. 誰很欠打 : 发明这游戏的人
28. 現在很迷什麼 : psp
29. 睡相很差 : 现在好很多
30. 現在的時間 : 6.40
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : 是
32. 今天天氣 : 下雨
33. 你懷孕了嗎 : 白痴问题,当然是没啦。
34. 你若中樂透最想做什么 : 去一些我想去的地方
35. 大學生一定要玩的活動 : gathering and clubbing
36. 你想你的“白马王子/公主”会是怎样的人 : 爱我的人
37. 常常与你相处的是男生多还是女生多: 男生

被我点到的人:
1. Sou Wei
2. Lik Sin
3. Khai Vern
4. Jack
5. Janice
6. Jason
7. Kelvin
8. John
9. Yong Wei
10.Joyce

1. 4號認識6號嗎 : 认识
2. 10號是男還是女 : 100%女的
3. 8號的興趣是 : 爱搞笑
4. 1號有沒有兄弟姐妹 : 有,是弟弟
5. 7號姓氏 : 郑
6. 10號人緣好嗎 : ok 咯
7. 4號有人追嗎 : 不知道,应该是没有
8. 承上2號呢 : 不明白你在讲什么
9. 6號喜歡的顏色是 : 不清楚
10. 3號和10號是朋友嗎 : 是好朋友
11. 8號的生日是 : 1月8号
12. 5號讀哪呢 : 同班
13. 你怎麼認識10號的 : 之前同过班
14. 你跟1號的生日差幾個月 : 两个月
15. 你和9號有出去玩過嗎 : 有,溜冰
16. 你喜歡和2號聊天嗎 : 还蛮喜欢的
17. 你喜歡和3號在一起嗎 :喜欢
18. 你覺得7號人怎樣 : 脑筋转得很快,聪明。
19. 你覺得9號人怎麼樣 : 不错的人
20. 你愛5號嗎 : 我不是lessbian
-是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Sou Wei
-你們認識多久呢 : 从出生一年后就认识到现在
-你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 还好
-你與他(她)的關係是 : 亲戚
-請問他(她)的興趣是 :很爱chating
-你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 很爱压抑
-他(她)在你心目中是幾分 (10分) : 8 .5分
-睡覺前第一件事 : 刷牙
-起床前第一件事 : 转身
-你喜歡的季節 : 冬天
-你打工過嗎 : 有
-打工次數 :3次
-你想去的國家 : 台湾,Australia,japan
-你常笑嗎 : 常常
-去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 不会
-是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 早上9、10点吧
-今天的天氣是(晴 雨 陰 ): 阴
-朋友和情人你會選擇 : 两个
-機會和命運你會選擇 : 机会
-這問卷多不多 : 蛮多的
-要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : 开开心心度过每一天
-喜欢吃什么 : 好吃的
-喜歡吃冰嗎 : 还蛮
-現在幸福嗎 : 都ok
-最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 谁我都在乎
-房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : 床
-最常夢到什麼 : 最近没梦过什么东西
-男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : 应该会,只要身体不要就好
-你认为人生的意义是什么 : enjoy!
-你知道吗?(看你们怎么回答!) :不知道
-什么时候最讨厌我 : 不认识你
-向往出世抑或入世 : 两个都不选
-你喜欢吃什么蛋糕? : 巧克力、水果吧
-请问这个游戏可以停止了吗 : 我希望可以
-喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^?: 不
-谁是你的知己? : 不是人
-IQ/EQ哪一个比较高? : IQ不是很高,我很懒想东西...EQ?不知道。
-電腦还是手機? : 两个都选,可以吗?
-比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? : 玩的时候就玩,睡觉的时候睡觉
-Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : 不是很喜欢
-现在最希望什么? : 每天可以把事情做得很好
-是否喜欢学业? : 还好
-会向喜欢的人表白吗? :都没有,找谁?


任务完成!你满意了吧?
到底下一个人是谁?